HI!
I know it's been a minute since I've written, but it's been a little busy on my end. So really no wedding planning has taken affect. My mom is supposed to schedule a meeting with some flower guy in Monroe, but she hasn't done that yet. I'm pretty sure I have a cake person... sorta. I found 2 options for Paul's ring... A) Sam's club (I KNOW!) titanium ring for about 120... B) Gemvara with 2 rubys and 1 peridot for about 600. Personally, I'm opting for the Sam's Club one cause it's hella cheaper.
So what's new besides these really boring details.... We moved! It's kinda awesome here too! We moved from being in the center of everything Buckhead portion of Atlanta, to the middle of no where surrounded by nothing Greensboro. It's such a huge change. However, it's kinda awesome out here. Nothing much to get in our way, no traffic, no way for me to be tempted to spend money.. (except online - which is seriously going to be the death of me), quality time, and me learning how to be a cityfied version of Martha Stewart. :) Time to get all crafty and stuff.
On a note with the crafty and Martha Stewart version of me.... I'm not in the slightest bit crafty or really talented in the creative department. Also, my cooking/baking skills are well minimal to say the lease. However, the things I do cook... I'm Downright AWESOME at. So this whole new version of me is kinda exciting! I've always wanted to do this kind of stuff, but never bothered with the time or energy or any of that. However, since there really isn't that much here to run off and do... I figured now is as good of time as any. :) I'm going to make an awesome wreath for our door. I'm going to decorate for the holidays. I'm going to cook and bake and lose weight! I'm sooo excited!
On to the losing weight part....I'm TOTALLY DOING THE HCG! I'm soooo excited! Like super excited. Weight and self image has always been a huge problem for me. Not in the sense I'm massively overweight, but more in the sense I look in the mirror and feel like I am. On average, I'm about 5'3" and weight about 160lbs. To me, this weight is crazy overweight and I feel like I might as well weigh 300. I know there's a mental issue with this and it has a lot to do with what society says and my own personal neurosis, but I can't help it. I have never looked at myself for a consistent amount of time and said wow I look good and feel good and I'm hot. Yea I have those moments in the mirror when I'm having a good day, but it's pretty fleeting. So I'm SOOOOOOOOOO ecstatic to finally be doing something about it and getting the assistance I need to get off my lazy ass, eat healthy, and actually see results. I think the issue is that on the diets I've done I've never seen the results. Nothing serious enough to really feel like what I'm doing is worth it or working.. So I give up. But now... OH YEA!!!!!! I'm gonna get down to my goal! :)
Ok well I guess that's it for now. Have to drive forever away for work. Will try to update more.
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